The tv and futon I ordered came already! I was so upset when I ordered them that I chose MY address instead of my parents. Last time I sent something kind of big there, mom all but shouted at me. I was so freakin shook that I didn’t think. The things are supposed to go to their house because that’s where I’m fucking putting them! D’oh! 😭 I’ll have to ask the maintenance man to help  get them down the stairs. So dumb. Cannot brain. Derp. 🥴

I dread that appointment tomorrow. It should take a little over two hours, but it could possibly take four?! Mom didn’t tell me that until I saw her today. I really hope not. REALLY. I’m glad Lauren is taking me. I’ll have someone to yap and gripe to.

Also we’re going out and doing normal stuff after I go home and fill my pills. I hope we have time to go to hickory because I want some effin Outback cheese fries! Also the Hmong market in Conover (I think? lol) to get some of that Taiwanese melon boba I love. They have the best one that comes in a can, it is the very essence of cantaloupe. I always get melon boba if a place has it. The cat cafe had it, and it was wonderful and they make it there after you order. Not to say I don’t like the kind with the stabby straws!

Poor dad’s biopsy got canceled because he took aspirin. They didn’t say to stop it five days before. My parents are really upset because now he’s probably going to have to dread the procedure and worry about the diagnosis for another week. He wanted it over with as anyone would, I’m sure. Me and mom are feeling similarly. We just want to know what it is and how to help him through whatever treatment he goes through. I’m going to shut up about it because it makes me so nervous. 😥

I know this is totally random, but the saxophone is a criminally underused instrument in alternative music. Really, any music other than various types of Jazz I guess. Sax wasn’t at all uncommon in 80s Goth and other alt music at that time. One early 80s goth song really made me love what saxophone can add to alternative music. That song is “Give it to Her” by Ipso Facto, by the way. I was just listening to a newer song that sounds like good old fashioned L.A. deathrock, and they used a motherfucking sax and I was so happy 😭

We also need more jazz flute. Okay I’m done, bye.