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Feb 15 2022 February 15, 2022 September 2, 2023 NoComment by Eden

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That was hella weird. Taylor sent a “sympathy” card to her aunt (my cousin) and grandfather which was chock full of gaslighting sugary sweet bullshit. Can’t believe she had the nerve to do that days after she KILLED HER MOM. 🙄 I said maybe don’t show it to her grandpa because he might have a stroke. Good lord. This situation is horrible. I don’t even have words for it anymore.

Oscar got sheared but started panting and overheated during so the groomer had to stop. Luckily she got most of him except his legs. Poor dude. I don’t know why he reacts like this, he used to be okay with being groomed.

I’m hoping to go see that apartment in Charlotte sometime soon. My peer support has to get the hours approved because it would take most of a day to get there, explore the place, maybe get something to eat and get back home. I think my other 2 peer supports want to come as well which would be super cool. There’s a new supervisor there and I hear she’s nice so maybe that will all work out for me.


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Feb 05 2022 February 5, 2022 February 5, 2022 NoComment by Eden

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I have no words to describe how disgusted I am.

My cousin who died had two daughters. One of them, Tonya, also had a daughter. Her name is Taylor. I don’t even give a shit anymore, im using names. Taylor married into this cultish Uber-religious family who I believe convinced her to cut all ties to her grandparents and sister and she basically told them she hates them and wanted nothing to do with them ever again. This happened out of the blue, maybe seven years ago. No one could figure out what happened or what snapped in her head, but it happened after she started dating this guy and I’m absolutely sure it was his family that encouraged this shit behavior. Anyhow, her mom tonya was in the hospital on a ventilator but was improving. She had a good chance of pulling through. Taylor had them pull the plug on her yesterday. She had the medical power of attorney or whatever it’s called. She killed her mother, and I guarantee it was to spite and hurt her grandfather and sister who just lost their mom and wife. I should note that her grandparents raised her because her mom had an unfortunate addiction to bad men. She is so fucking evil that she won’t let her grandpa or sister come to her funeral service.

I was always cordial to her when she worked at CVS, but she had better hope I don’t see her.

How does anyone just become that vindictive and evil? I honestly believe she’s a psychopath.


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Jan 31 2022 January 31, 2022 January 31, 2022 NoComment by Eden

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My cousin died yesterday afternoon. I don’t know all the details, but I’m very sad…it might not have been avoidable even if she was vaccinated. I think her raging diabetes was the biggest reason she died. 🙁 It really does fuck up the immune system…

I had my eyebrows tinted. Mom’s beautician was trying to talk me out of having her fix the stupid arch and tadpole tails (thats what I call those skinny ass ends, I like slightly thicker eyebrows) and I said no, I’m dead set on getting the shape I want. She said “what if I disagree with you?” and I just looked at her and smiled. You can’t disagree with me. Mom paid you to do this. So do it. 🙂

Went to B&N and got a figure drawing book. I’m trying really hard to get back into it. I just have no energy. 🙁


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Jan 26 2022 January 26, 2022 January 26, 2022 NoComment by Eden

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Well…things are not looking good for my cousin. Her blood sugar was 800 and her A1C was SIXTEEN when they tested her, and the doctor said that’s probably the biggest factor in how this turns out. I didn’t even know it could go that high. She wasn’t vaccinated, refused the antivirals, and I just don’t understand why. She wouldn’t take any meds for her diabetes either, except metformin. She never gets flu vaccines either. I just don’t get it. She is currently in an unresponsive state and one of her lungs collapsed today. I don’t even know what to think…I’m preparing for the worst, because that’s probably how it’s going to turn out. She is also mom’s other best friend…so she’s losing everybody.

I’m so scared mom will get it. I’m even worried about myself, because I’m diabetic and my A1C was 8 last time, I think. I’m not exactly the healthiest. Mom had raging legionnaires pneumonia a few years ago which did damage to her lungs, that’s why I’m so worried. I know I say this every post, but FUCK this fucking virus. In the ear. What else will it take from us??? I just want this to be over.


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Jan 08 2022 January 8, 2022 January 8, 2022 NoComment by Eden

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My cousin is in the hospital with Covid pneumonia and is on a ventilator since last night. Her doctors are saying she won’t “oxygenate”. Her oxygen was down to 70 and her blood sugar was over 800 when she went in. I’m afraid she isn’t going to make it. This comes very soon after my beloved aunt died from Covid double pneumonia… my mom was/is very very close with both of them, it seems like she’s going to lose all her friends, the people she can talk to when she’s stressed or going through something. I’m worried about her too.

It seems like everyone in my cousins immediate family got it bad.

Let’s hope she recovers even though it looks grim right now.

And no she wasn’t vaccinated. I don’t think she trusts vaccines in general because she won’t get flu vaccines either.

My mom is vaccinated and boosted. She also had raging legionnaires pneumonia several years ago which did damage to her lungs. That’s what worries me. People who have had pneumonia or chronic bronchitis (like my aunt) seem to do worse with Covid. I’m just really afraid she’ll get it and wind up in the hospital. That scares me more than anything. Even though she’s vaccinated, that absolutely does not stop you from contracting it or spreading it. The vaccine is supposed to prevent severe cases in which you wind up on a ventilator. I hope it does it’s job. I fucking hate this virus. So much.

Sigh. Anyhow.

I have made the decision to move to Charlotte in the next couple years. I found a place that takes section 8 and sits in the first ward historic district of the city 🏙 I have always dreamed of living in a big city, since I was a kid. I dreamed of looking out my window at night and seeing the city lights all around me. When I was a kid my biggest dream was to go to NYC. When I turned 16, I finally got to go as a birthday present. I was wide-eyed and amazed. The culture shock was very real though.

I asked my peer support lady Ginger if they would let her take me down to Charlotte and view the apartment complex and hopefully a unit when the time comes. She said she probably could, so yay!


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