Well…things are not looking good for my cousin. Her blood sugar was 800 and her A1C was SIXTEEN when they tested her, and the doctor said that’s probably the biggest factor in how this turns out. I didn’t even know it could go that high. She wasn’t vaccinated, refused the antivirals, and I just don’t understand why. She wouldn’t take any meds for her diabetes either, except metformin. She never gets flu vaccines either. I just don’t get it. She is currently in an unresponsive state and one of her lungs collapsed today. I don’t even know what to think…I’m preparing for the worst, because that’s probably how it’s going to turn out. She is also mom’s other best friend…so she’s losing everybody.

I’m so scared mom will get it. I’m even worried about myself, because I’m diabetic and my A1C was 8 last time, I think. I’m not exactly the healthiest. Mom had raging legionnaires pneumonia a few years ago which did damage to her lungs, that’s why I’m so worried. I know I say this every post, but FUCK this fucking virus. In the ear. What else will it take from us??? I just want this to be over.