I can’t find a stereo set. I want to find another like the one I’ve had for twenty years with a turntable, cd player, tape deck and radio. Why can’t I find one of these on Amazon? The stereo sets are weird as fuck and none have a turntable or tape deck. Turntables by themselves are so fucking expensive too. I got my current stereo for like $70 on Black Friday at Walmart. Why is this crap so expensive now? I wish I could find someone who can fix my wonky turntable, but does anyone even do that now? Everything else works fine on it, but every record sounds warbly! I haven’t been able to play my records for years ☹️ A lot of things are like this now, things I’ve used my entire life have changed completely and I feel…left behind? Yeah, left behind. Another thing I wanted was a Blu ray(or dvd)/vcr combo but I can’t find one. I had a dvd/vcr but I don’t know where it went.

Edit: I found one as soon as I posted…lol.

I’m staying at my parents tonight. I just have to get the Roku tv hooked up and move shit out of the way to make room for my futon. I hope it’s comfortable. Dad has an appointment with an oncologist this morning. He’s going to find out about the results of all the other tests they did in Charlotte as well as whatever treatment they have decided to do.

I’ve been down and out. I have gotten a ton of Christmas packages that have been sitting around for a week…because I just don’t have the energy or will to open them.