Ahhhh I just had the worst cramps I’ve ever experienced!! It hurt sooo bad. It’s always the fucking Mexican food. Every time I go and eat there, the food is delicious, but then…the cramps. One made me break out in a sweat. I don’t know what it is about this food that causes that. I had to come home and lie down. For the record, I had ACP.
I decided I’m going to try to get a job. Either at the Ingles here which purposefully hires disabled people, or a remote data entry thing since I like organising things and whatnot. I had a data entry job before (back in 2006) and it was pretty easy. The software has probably changed a lot since then. I’d have to check it out to see if I can relearn it. I’m looking to save $15000 in a year and a half. Assuming I’m paid at least $1000 a month…I don’t know how much that would pay, the store or the data entry. I assume it would be at least that. I would save everything from that job for my ultimate goal. My goal is to have my face and neck fixed to relieve some of my anxiety about my looks. Yes, I will absolutely blow $15000 on that if it makes me feel better. I can’t live this way anymore, feeling so bad about myself. I have the quote from the surgeon and that’s how much I have to save. So I’m gonna do it! My Etsy side hustle might help too, if I’m actually able to sell my wares. Let’s hope!