Affirm is weird. Even after paying all my bills for the month and my banking app says it’s all been deducted from my account, I still have more money in the bank than I should. One month, they put mostly all of the money I paid back into my account and I was so confused and didn’t know how much money I actually had, and it took them forever to take it back out. I don’t know if that’s what’s happening this month but I had googled that specific issue and it happens to other people too. I have a learning disability with numbers and I can’t understand how much money I really have left or if I have that much left because I paid the minimum on my credit card this month (I usually pay it off in full unless things are tight) and it just looks like I have more because of that. Ugh I hate numbers. I sometimes have problems adding and subtracting if that tells you anything. It’s pretty bad and was first noticed by my teacher in 2nd grade. I had to be tutored in how to add and subtract and I don’t think it did any good haha. I’ve gone almost 40 years without having to math too much (not including school obviously, in which I failed maths miserably…)

So banking really sucks. I feel like my app is not accurate. I’m going to call them, I guess, and ask if the money has truly been paid or is affirm has put it back into my account. It shows in the red in my app which means it’s been paid, but I can’t see how I have this amount of money left. My rent came out too. It’s baffling. Okay, done talking about boring things. No wonder no one reads this blog.

I was hoping great clips was open because I really wanted to get that haircut but they were closed. My hair is ridiculous looking today, the left side is sticking straight out. I probably slept on it weird. I washed my hair yesterday and the scalp shit was already back pretty bad the same day. I washed it really well, there is no reason for that. I feel if it was a lot shorter I could scrub it better. I can’t tell you how much I laser focus on that crap and how much it bothers me. The special shampoo the dermatologist prescribed me smells like sulphur. Sometimes I use it, sometimes not. It’s gross and I can’t handle bad smells.

Still talking about boring stuff no one wants to read 😆

Edit: I am such an impulsive little shit.