I don’t feel so great. I’m still bummed about the surgery. I seem to require a nap every few hours. I’m getting so incredibly sleepy every day, literally less than an hour after waking up. I’m unable to even walk in some cases. I’m so tired of being tired. I don’t know why I’m this way. I’m just so god damned sick of it all. I can’t do anything without feeling like this. Even spending time with my family, I fall asleep!

Do I have fucking narcolepsy? What is wrong with my body?

I am just so bummed out and tired and maybe even a little bit depressed. Definitely a little bit depressed…

/sigh

I think I mentioned in the last post that I emailed the weight loss center Friday, and I’m hoping they’ll get back to me today. Maybe they can help get me out of the mess I created for myself. If not, then….I dunno what I’ll do.