My armpits are more fucked up than I could have imagined. I won’t tell the new shit because it’s TMI but still…kinda awful and painful. I’m really sorry to even write about that and I’m sorry if it grosses anyone out, it grosses ME out. Psoriasis sucks, and I’m sure anyone that has it will agree. I’m just…in pain and pissed off. In pain from a number of things actually. I’m praying for this surgery to come through and hoping that losing weight will help with the pain and other things. Anyhoo, I weigh 213 lb now and am simply shocked and elated because my weight hasn’t been that low in 20 years. My ultimate goal is 125-130 lb. That’s a healthy weight for me, I was at my best health when I weighed 125. I haven’t been that weight since I was 15. I hope I don’t look like a saggy old hag though. That kind of worries me, but regardless, it won’t stop me.

Happy Memorial Day to my fellow Americans. Kind of a somber day, but you know everyone uses it as an excuse to grill out 😬 Which we did today. Steaks! Delicious. Remember the real meaning of it though.

I decided on a whim to nail that fucking corkboard above my PC. I’ve had it sitting around for quite literally about ten years, with all kinds of stuff pinned on it, but no one would ever help me out to put it up…well, the hooks on the back obviously fell off at some point so I had to nail the damned thing directly through the cork part into the wall. At first I only had little nails and used five or six, I was so scared it’d fall down during the night and scare me shitless…so I went to the hardware store and got some ridiculously long nails and hammered three of them in. It’s not going anywhere anytime soon. I’m so proud I was able to do it myself, my balance is terrible so I was scared to get on the step ladder, but I got it done. /pats self on back/. I LOVE my little cozy corner PC space! 😀 it’s everything I want and need for now, I just gotta get a microphone and it shall be complete.