Tag: Your daily reminder that social media is bad for you

I went leather jacket hunting and only found a small brown one, which I will further distress and make it a Nephs jacket. It’s kind of small and would probably fit a girl. It’s good practice. All the other leather jackets had a seam down the back, so I didn’t bother because it would ruin the art. I was hoping for motorcycle style jackets but some dude picked up one as soon as I walked in the store and it was the only one 😭 Almost  every other thrift store was closed! I don’t understand that, their weekend is Sunday and Monday, but they’ve started taking Tuesdays off as well. I also checked our local goodwill which is open all week, found nothing. I feel like they moved things around in there and it confused me.

We went and ate and she started talking politics and I was answering vague with stuff like “mhmm” or “I don’t know enough about that to comment on it”. lol. Oh it makes me so uncomfortable. Please do not do that. To be fair, she doesn’t know how much I hate it and I don’t know how to say “I don’t want to discuss politics, please” without sounding rude. 😅

Discussing politics and religion ends friendships, I know this firsthand. Some of my friends were always the aggressive and often straight up hateful ones and I’m just kind of meek and don’t say what I think because I was afraid of losing said friendships. Finally realised they were toxic as radioactive fuck and just left Facebook altogether. Bye bye bye! My mental health got a lot better, I’ll tell you that. Leave Facebook alone if you value your mental health. It’s a treacherous hive of scum and villainy. I promise you’ll be happy you did. This goes for any social media, really, but facebook is where my problem materialised.

I ate too friggin much and thought I was gonna hurl for about an hour. It was miserable. I told karen and mom to please just pimp-slap me as hard as possible if I ever try to order two portions of something again. I think I learned my lesson. Those river chips are so good though.




You non-conformists are all the same.

Gatekeeping really pisses me off. So tolerant. So accepting. Makes you so special and unique! Dismissing people without knowing them is so rebellious and non-conformist!

I’m too old for your bullshit. You have no power over me anymore. Suck my striped dick 🥴

Sometimes you have to realise it’s the other person who is the problem, not you, and not let their ill informed opinions affect you.

I may or may not be deleting Facebook again…it’s giving ugly. Ugly people, that is.




Look what I found

I’m ordering this wig off Etsy;

I can’t grow my hair out anymore because I can’t care for it properly. I miss having long hair but I can’t do it with the scalp condition and whatnot. So, why not wear a wig? I like this one. It’s fluffy but not too fluffy. Ratty but not too ratty (I’ll probably smooth it out a bit though). It’s the hair I’ve always wanted. Theres also has a blond one with dread-like hair and what I call “Dracula bangs”. It’s a lot more expensive than this one.

There’s also a black one like this that I like.

I feel I might be patronising these creators quite a bit! The Etsy shops are artbox888 and crudethings. They’re really the only wigs I’ve seen that I liked. I do need a simple black bob as well. I have two that are eons old but can’t find them.

I saw my dermatologist about my scalp and he seems unsure whether the problem is sebhorric dermatitis or psoriasis. I wish he’d biopsied it. He prescribed me some drops to put on my scalp as well as a special shampoo (ketoconozal). The drops might make my hair greasy and honestly I just have enough fucking problems with my hair and scalp. I don’t know if I’ll use them. I might try, and if it’s too gross I’ll stop. Ugh. I can’t stand my entire head. Everything about it. Throw the whole damn thing away. 😕

I think I regret rejoining facebook. It’s actually ridiculous. I cannot express a non-positive emotion without getting a warning from their censorious, nannying AI. I was off that site for well over a year and it was kind of touchy back then, but it is threefold worse. It’s a load of sanitised fluffy bunny bullshit, and I hate it.

Also, someone started some shit in one of the groups I’m in and I got very angry. I don’t know why I’m bothering to try and make friends. I’m destined to be alone for the rest of my life.

Social media just isn’t good for anyone’s mental health, unless you’re a damn troll. I think I’m done.




I was at China King tonight and was going to the buffet and this lady gave me a literal cross. I think it was because of how I was dressed. I gave it to my mom. Nice gesture, nice lady. I’m not religious but I’m not a devil worshipper either lol. It gave me a chuckle.

The 3D printer is now at my apartment. Mom had to rent a dolly and it was a pain. It’s in the art room taking up about 1/3 of my art desk. I have to do the software, have dad level it and put it into its fireproof enclosure and it’ll be ready to use. I have two spools of filament, one black one grey. I need to get some flesh tones because I want to print parts to string a ball-jointed doll. I have dreamed of making my own bjd for years but never had the resources or know how. All I need to know is how to string it together. I’m sure there’s plenty of tutorials on YouTube.

I got my former individual support lady, the one I had for years and am very attached to, a little Christmas gift. She loves owls. I was in a drugstore and the were a bunch of Ty plushies, and I saw an owl and got it for her. I hope she likes it. It’s super cute. ☺️

Edit: Facebook is so sensitive! Upload a pic of Donald Duck drinking cyanide and suddenly I’m the bad guy.

They put restrictions on my account and asked if I needed emotional help. 0_o I hate this nannying attitude social media has created. Goodness.