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Feb 05 2025 February 5, 2025 February 5, 2025 NoComment by Eden

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About the domain, the two friends I asked said different ones lol. I’m back where I started. I am leaning towards Endymion.am, but I also like crystaltokyo.org and wonder if I could find something to do with it aside from fanlistings.

I had a 90 minute eye appointment today and talked to them about contacts. Medicaid does not cover anything about contacts and a pack is probably about $30 or thereabouts. The problem is the cost of the fitting. That will be about $100-150. I had contacts when I was about 16 and I don’t remember any of that kind of cost. I’m still gonna pay it, I refuse to wear glasses again. I’m so sick of them. If I could get silhouettes or silhouette knockoffs I would be more open to it. I have a pair of ollllld silhouettes and wondered how much lenses would cost. I asked and they would be over $200. My silhouettes are almost invisible on my face. That’s why I liked them. I absolutely despise rims.

I am so worried about Oscar. I think he’s sick. His nose now has hard places and is not usually cold and wet like it should be. I don’t know if he’s depressed or it’s something physical. He’s going to the vet next month when I can afford it. I hate to leave him hanging that long. I’m very worried and nervous the vet will say something unpleasant. I love my cat. He’s my baby. If something happens to him….I don’t know what I’d do.


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Feb 05 2025 February 5, 2025 February 5, 2025 NoComment by Eden

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I checked my bank app and am now only $11 in the red. There are mysteriously no more pending charges. I hope that means nothing more will come out. You tell me that isn’t fucking weird. Something is glitching for sure.

Why do I have so many appointments this week? I have two today. I have to be vampired (aka bloodwork) and I have an appointment with the eye doctor. I’m hoping they’ll look into contacts for me. I also want to know why the vision in my right eye is getting slightly worse again.

Edit: Just spent 20+ minutes of my life applying for the three 90s Sailor Moon movies (R, S, sS) and I have never felt so stupid, each movie has like three titles!! I didn’t know which order to put them in. Let’s hope the category staffer doesn’t get too annoyed with me, because I just got on the troubles list for a fanlisting I wasn’t able to finish in time. Please don’t turn down my applications, I spent too long applying for them! 😭

I sincerely regret adopting out my Sailor Cosmos fanlisting too. Like, really. At least I still have my Artemis fl!

I need to get my cat something to engage him for when I’m out or asleep. I think he might be a little depressed or something. I don’t know what he would want to play with or what could possibly entertain him.

Edit 2: So I’ve just emailed two friends asking whether they like crystaltokyo.org or Endymion.am better. I hope they both say the same one, that would make it so much easier!


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Feb 04 2025 February 4, 2025 February 4, 2025 NoComment by Eden

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Thank fuck the power is back on.

I am now $45 in the red and it’s going to get worse. Mom said we’d do something about it. What, I don’t know. I have been severely bamboozled. The worst bamboozlement. Mom said I should add and subtract what I buy and pay on paper. That always seemed tedious to me and I’m terrible at any sort of math or numbers…but I guess I’ll get out the calculator and try it since I can’t trust the fucking banking app anymore!! 🤬

I decided I’m going to split my fanlistings up into two sites again. Animanga and Japan related on one and everything else at silent.am. I am eyeing the domain crystaltokyo.org when I have money again, because I really wanted a BSSM related domain. I thought of Endymion.am as another BSSM option to match silent.am, but am leaning toward the cheaper one. For now at least. I may wind up springing for endymion.am next month. I don’t fucking know lol. Fickle she is!


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Feb 03 2025 February 3, 2025 February 3, 2025 NoComment by Eden

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I’ve gone back to sometimes taking naps at night, usually from 10 to 12. I’m going to start taking an extra half of a Provigil pill, so that’ll make 150mg. I don’t like getting sleepy until I intend to actually go to bed and get my 8 hours. I just woke up lol

I got the Sailor Moon Boxset One, Naoko Takeuchi collection. It comes with 16 holographic art cards and a sparkly white box. It was on sale, and I could not resist! I’m very excited, I never got to read the entire series because the place I bought my manga from (RIP Media Play, I miss you terribly) closed in 2004! It kind of ended my reading of a number of series. I did not shop online much at all back then. Another sad thing is that I never saw the last two (I think?) seasons. Or maybe it was just the last season. And I never saw it in its native Japanese, just the DiC dub. I’m working on acquiring every season on DVD/Blu Ray and each of the OVAs. I have the first two seasons and two of the OVAs so far. I have the last OVA on VHS and I’ll never get rid of it, even if I can’t watch it. ❤️

Sailor Moon is what seriously got me into watching anime. All the stories I made 25 years ago and am still working on? Started as Sailor Moon fan comics. It’s still super obvious in one of them.

I miss those days when I actually liked watching anime. I don’t even tell people I like it anymore unless they bring up an older series I like. I haven’t liked a NEW series since 2013. That was Shingeki no Kyojin. Or maybe it was Kamisama Kiss…I don’t know what year that one actually came out. I tried watching some new ones a few years ago and was either bored or straight up disgusted. The creep factor was pretty high in some of them, and not the good kind of creepy. I still discover old series to this day, though, and there’s so many to check out or rewatch, so I’m good.

I actually wouldn’t mind seeing a new (or old) BL series. If anyone knows a good one new or old let me know.

My 3D printer stand is arriving tomorrow. I’ll have to get someone to help me put it together. The reviews on Amazon collectively say it’s easy to do but I always need help with this shit. I’m also not putting the wheels on, because I saw what happens to those little wheels on carpet. They warp and make the surface uneven. That happened to my craft supply cart with drawers and there’s not anything really heavy in it. The wheels are about to break! This thing has to be even. It may make it a huge pain in the arse to move if I needed to but I don’t know what else I can do. I think I’ll move my game shelf to the living  room and put the printer where that was. Otherwise it would have to go way in front of the window and I can’t do that.

Karen is coming tomorrow or so she says…we’ll see lol. Can’t hit any thrift stores since it’s Monday, except for Goodwill which is open all week. Still searching for those damn leather jackets. I don’t know what else there is to do around here. She has to drop me off at the psychiatrists office by 4:25, so we have less time than usual. I’ll probably go get some river chips.

Edit: I decided I didn’t want to pay $10 monthly to have a custom domain for Etsy. Etsy Plus isn’t worth it at this point in time because I haven’t yet made a red cent and I feel like I’m just throwing money into the abyss. If I can’t change the colour of my shop to black, it’s not worth it to me! I registered the domain with Hover, which partners with Etsy. I figured it would be easier. I don’t really like hover that much. I decided to transfer it to Porkbun, my most favourite registrar that I use for all my domains except .nu domains. There is just something delightful about Porkbun. But anyways. I figured there might be an issue since the domain is literally days old, and a lot of the time you have to wait 60 days to transfer. I decided to try and unlocked the domain and Whois privacy and added Porkbun’s nameservers. I submitted the transfer request at Porkbun and it failed. Checked Hover again and the stupid domain lock was on again. Unlocked it, tried again. Failed. I contacted Porkbun’s help email and they usually respond pretty fast. I’m afraid I’ll have to wait 60 days. That’s just annoying. I was just gonna do a simple redirect that I don’t have to pay $10 monthly for. I had to pay $11 to put in the transfer request. I hope it works and that my money isn’t wasted.


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Jan 30 2025 January 30, 2025 January 30, 2025 NoComment by Eden

Guess who canceled on me today?

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That’s right, Karen. Didn’t say why. I guess at least she TOLD me…that’s two this week. 😑 blah!!! I’m talking to my therapist about this. I don’t want to get Bobbie in trouble because her superiors are apparently kinda mean these days, but she’s got to inform me if she can’t come! Maybe someone could have a discreet conversation with her, like my therapist, instead of going straight to the supervisors. I might try myself, but if she keeps doing that, I’ll try to get someone to talk to her. It’s just very aggravating. Karen won’t get any grief because I’m sure she had a good reason, it’s just so annoying though. It drives me nuts. I hate in general when people cancel on me last minute because it happens a LOT. I’m certainly not saying I’ve never canceled on someone last minute but…damn. This is too common!

I went to tractor supply to look for a pallet in the appropriate size and they were all heavily used and a severe splinter risk, so I passed on that. I’m not sure what to look for. I might go to Wally World tomorrow and have a look there for any little platforms or small, short tables. Anything really. I cannot have that giant thing taking up half my art desk. It must go someplace else in that room. That’s the only room it can be in, otherwise I’ll get noise complaints.

I got geisha.nu a few minutes ago! It can take them up to twelve hours for them to check and make sure it isn’t fraud (genuinely don’t know how they could tell if it’s fraud-y, it’s locked and I can’t even change the nameservers.) then they unlock it and I can start to fix things up.

I’m excited to get paid and get my Etsy shop opened so I can start fiddling with it!

Edit: forgot to mention I got my bat pop socket! It’s perfect, I love it. I would take a picture but it’s on my phone. It looks adorable on my spiderweb case!


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Jan 27 2025 January 27, 2025 January 28, 2025 NoComment by Eden

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Noooo somethings wrong with my printer! It prints very light or even blank pages! I’m not sure how to fix this. The scanner works fine. That’ll teach me to try to set stuff up myself! I never get it right 😓

I got my new phone case and I’m waiting for my new pop socket to come in the mail. It should be here tomorrow. I got both on Etsy. The pop socket is a cute little bat from the shop KRDRdesigns. The case is black with spiderwebs and it’s from the leicestercase shop. I needed a new set, I feel like I’ve had the same case forever.

I can’t wait to get paid so I can get my new domain! I have all my sites updated already and waiting to upload. My host had to get rid of all my subdomains before she could change it for some reason. I asked if she’d just set up the same subdomains in the new one, geisha.nu. When I get to order it, that is.

Edit: I am so bored and anxious. I don’t know what to do when I’m like this. I can’t sleep yet.

I wish I had somebody to bounce ideas off of. It’s just that no one reads my blog, probably because it’s so boring haha. I never get any feedback on stuff when I really need it. It’s pretty lonely on here.

Edit: for my own reference; a recipe for Cheese sauce for nachos and cheese fries


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Jan 26 2025 January 26, 2025 January 26, 2025 NoComment by Eden

New collective domain?

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I’m changing from windsprite.nu to something else. At first I chose delirium.nu but changed my mind. I’m considering geisha.nu. I also thought of nightshade.nu, duende.nu, night.nu and others. I think I’m probably going to go with geisha though. I already bugged my poor host to change it for me to delirium.nu and she did, now I’m going to have to bug her again. I think geisha is a really pretty name and it alludes to a culture I’ve always been very interested in. I wonder what I’ll name the actual network though. “The Geisha Network” seems kind of blah. Maybe “Suki na koto” (things I like) or “Yaru koto” (things a person should do). “Ikigai ni tsuite” (what makes our life worth living) seems a bit hard to remember but I like it too. I think I like Suki na koto the best. Yeah I’ll go with that one. Best to stick with the Japanese theme, and it describes the network perfectly. Things I like.

I’ve spent a considerable amount of time tonight looking for a short pvc/vinyl black shiny as fuck trench coat. I found some on Amazon and some on Etsy. I’m now very cautious about Etsy because people like to buy cheap shit off Temu and resale it there and I don’t want to pay lots of money to be ripped off and fooled. I’m wary of Amazon because of the quality. I found one I really aesthetically like on Etsy but I’m definitely checking Temu first to make sure. Also it seems that the seller can produce the coats in bulk so how quality can they be? I don’t trust anyone!! I can’t find one on the usual goth clothing sites because the ones I did find don’t come in plus sizes. 🙁 Sucks to be in fat jail lol. At least on Etsy the one I like comes in 4X.

I don’t get paid until Friday at midnight. Hurry up!! At least I’m going to my parent’s house today for a good steak and apple pie. 🙂 Seems I can’t get a good steak anywhere else these days!

Edit: I’ve started planning out the illustration for the back of the Sailor Moon jacket. I’m planning on a “girl gang” theme. Usagi holding a baseball bat with nails over her shoulder and Chibiusa with some sweet brass knuckles. Here are a few of the reference images I’ve found;

I think it’ll look pretty cool, just gotta decide on a final layout and draw it (ugh, it’s so hard for me to draw anime anymore!!), then get some blue or red carbon paper and transfer it. I’m still considering dyeing that jacket pink. I have some pink dye and sealer/finisher in my Amazon cart. I might have to dilute it with alcohol to make it more of a light pastel pink. I’m a little nervous about doing it, what if I fuck it up since I’ve never done this before? I need strips to practice on or something.

The dye is Angelus brand light rose pink and it’s a little darker than I wanted, but I can find no lighter dyes in pink. There doesn’t seem to be a huge abundance of pink leather dye. 🙁 I just want to give it a ‘Pink Ladies’ who’ll beat your ass to a bloody pulp vibe. 😀


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Jan 02 2025 January 2, 2025 January 2, 2025 NoComment by Eden

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I decided to try powder foundation since liquid is kind of gross-feeling in my opinion. Felt like I had goop on my face that wouldn’t completely dry. I could not stand that feeling and I felt it didn’t cover my pores all that well. My old powder foundation worked a lot better at hiding my pores and not making me feel nasty. I found Maybelline Super Stay powder foundation in a very light colour. It’s matte but goes on “creamy” whatever that means. I guess it dries matte? It’s non-expensive, most importantly. I hope it comes sometime this year because Amazon has been hella slow lately. I don’t know if it’s because of the holidays or what.

I really need to get on my laptop and work on my two upcoming fanlistings as well as gothic.nu. I emailed one of my web hosts that knows me personally and asked her to change my main collective domain to delirium.nu. She hasn’t gotten back to me yet. I have to make a whole new layout for it. I think I’ll make a Sandman layout focusing on the Delirium character. It’s only fitting because I was thinking of her when I chose the name! 🐠

Edit: Good lord Temu is DANGEROUS.


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Sep 18 2024 September 18, 2024 September 18, 2024 NoComment by Eden

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Still haven’t heard back from the weight loss center…fucking nerve wracking.

I see my therapist today, I am going to unload so much angst on that poor woman. I feel bad for her. lol

Gothic.nu is coming along nicely, I did upgrade my package, but can’t for the life of me get ninjalinks to work though. I did an install of the original old script and then tried to update it with the new one, which is what was suggested by the person who updated said script. It doesn’t work. I have the right php version set (7.4) and all I get is a blank screen. I swear to god I loathe installing scripts, they always fuck up on me. I might have to ask for help. /cringe


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Sep 12 2024 September 12, 2024 September 12, 2024 NoComment by Eden

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Gothic.nu is up and running (for the most part, it’s not finished by any means) with an awesome layout by Lorian! I offer free hosting for dark sites 🙂 I might have to upgrade my hosting package though, the least expensive one didn’t even give me one MySQL database. I don’t even know yet if I can make subdomains.


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