Once again, I cannot breathe. As soon as I set foot in this apartment, it starts. I’m beyond sick and tired. I want to know what the fuck is going on with my messed up body! I’m exhausted with everything happening. Completely exhausted. I’m writing just to calm my breathing because it seems to work more often than not.

I went out with both Kellie and Karen yesterday. Me and Kellie went to the CCRP thrift store and I finally realised that they have the best DVD section out of all the thrift stores, except maybe Safe Harbour. They’re both pretty great. I had been to CCRP less than a couple of weeks ago and already at least half the movies were new. I was happily going through them and picking out all the good stuff. Before I knew what happened, I had a massive pile that I had to divide into three stacks and bring them one by one to the cashier. 😭 I am truly a ridiculous human. I’m addicted to second hand movies, as I said before. Hey, at least it’s DVDs and not meth. 😆 There were a whole bunch of nature documentaries too. I found one on Australian wildlife which was something I’d actually been looking for. Most of them were focused on African wildlife (as expected, it’s the most common subject) but I also found one on North America. I got them all. I had to go back today and pay them the $10 I owed from yesterday. They’re very nice people and trusted me to come back. They’ve also just straight up given me stuff when I underestimated the cost of what I got and didn’t have enough money.

Me and Karen went out of town to Hickory. We went to a thrift store called ‘The Rose’ which I’ve been to a few times. It’s more expensive because they somehow get these really odd and uncommon items, mostly clothing, that you would not find in other thrift stores. They had a couple of 80’s ski suits, where the heck did they find those? 🤔 Only downside is their DVDs are $3 each, which is a lot for a thrift store. There were only two good shelves of movies. The other ones were old 1950s Westerns which I don’t generally like (Unforgiven, The Good the Bad and the Ugly and Bone Tomahawk are examples of westerns I do like), the other shelves were kids stuff and exercise videos. I got a pile there and they were having a sale where anything that had blue on it was half off. A bunch of the movies I picked had blue on the case, so I didn’t pay nearly as much as I expected. That’s definitely a creative way to do a sale.

I had a dream that mom bought a HUGE box of McNuggets. I was worried because I knew I could eat 13 or 14 at most, and she would get mad at me for wasting all those McNuggets. I have dumb dreams. Better than the horrific nightmares I used to have 😅 I’ll take the dumb ones any day. No idea why I stopped having the nightmares, but it was a blessing for sure.