Oh shit, Oscar has the runs! Nooooo! I don’t think he’s ever had the shits before. So why all of a sudden? He’s been eating and drinking the same stuff…everything feels “tainted” because I know it was all over his feet, and aside from his litter box rug and a big shit smear in the kitchen, God only knows where he’s tracked it. I feel like I’m surrounded by poo. He’s done it only once since last night. Also he’s walking in such a pitiful manner it broke my freaking heart. It looks so uncomfortable and I know it must be hurting his back. That vet appointment can’t come soon enough! Friday at 2:30pm, hurry up. Please. I am terrified they’re gonna try to convince me to have him put to sleep or something, though. That almost makes me NOT want to go, but I absolutely have to. His insurance will cover it now so I don’t have to worry about that. I still have to send them his medical records, which I guess I’ll do right now…
I have prepared myself for a Diabetes diagnosis. I think that’s what it is. Excessive drinking, excessive urinating…it just sounds like it. Mister Hideki had it, he was also a big boy. Oscar has lost weight, and I question that as well. I do think it’s the beetus, but I’m scared it could also be something bad primarily because of the weight loss. I pray for him every night. Losing him would emotionally obliterate me. I’m getting ahead of myself again. It could be something way less awful! I wish my brain would stfu and stop scaring me
Edit: I sent them his records. I did it on my phone so I got a little confused. I hate messing with the files folder, it annoys me. Vet sent me two files and I looked at the .pdf files and they both looked the same…eh, I sent both. Hope I did it right.