under a cut because I might offend stupid people or pothead parents. Don’t wanna hear it from some interwebs rando. Warned ya. 😆
I know this is wrong and I shouldn’t say this about any group of people, but…I hate stupid people. I do. I’ve said many times on this blog that I myself am not the brightest creature, but some people make me look like a damn nuclear physicist in comparison!! I encountered great stupidity twice today. One was more of a “why are you so illogical and why are you acting ignorant” type of situation, rather than abject stupidity I guess, but the second one….my mind broke. I stopped functioning, laid back in the seat, and just let the waves of stupid wash over me. It was a special kind of stupid, the kind only teenagers and young adults can provide. I have nothing more to say about that. I’m done for today. 😭 Lord help my angry, sinful soul. Mom told me to talk to Jesus about it and I said “What’s He gonna do, make people less stupid??”. She said maybe He could help me deal with it better. I’ll try lol
I come home, sit down in my chair and turn on one of the Steve Wilkos shows I recorded Friday. This time, some dude got accused of being inappropriate with his daughter. He didn’t do it, but I had a feeling he didn’t. Anyways. The mom and grandma were also dense as hell, and if there’s one thing I can’t stand, it’s parents who do drugs when they have kids. It’s even worse if they do it when the kid is in the house. Oh, she also had a bun in the oven at that time. While she’s getting high. Good grief, if you have kids, PUT THE FUCKING WEED DOWN. Why the hell do people pick weed over their kids? No, I dgaf if it’s “just weed”. Don’t smoke that shit while you’re growing a damn baby. Let me repeat; your kids are more important than you having your daily toke. Give me a fucking break. If you’re gonna pop out babies, can you at least be responsible? Even just a little? The kid got taken away from her because of her drug use and given to the grandmother. Kid got taken away AGAIN because grandma was getting high! Now the kid is with people she doesn’t know because her family just can’t help themselves. I guess that was my third, if indirect, encounter with rank stupidity today. I sat here and yelled at the screen. Something about potheads who have kids and think “it’s okay if I do drugs, it’s just pot!” really pisses me off. You have responsibilities. People shouldn’t get fucking hammered around their kids, either. I hate drunks even more. Drunk people are the absolute worst. Some potheads are kind of annoying because they make a damn plant their whole fucking personality, but some drunks? No ma’am. Another thing that annoys me about some weed freaks is that a lot of them are adamant that it has no downside whatsoever. I watch a trip report channel on YouTube and see that mentality in the comments a lot. It has a dark side, like just about everything else. They can’t allow themselves to admit that for some reason. It’s so dumb. 🙄 They’ll defend it no matter what they hear or see. I’m really not trying to rip 420 too hard, but some people really act a fool about it. I have no issue with medical, my dad uses it to relieve pain. If it can help disabled or sick people, that’s great. I personally wouldn’t use it for pain because I’m afraid it would trigger a spell of dp/dr, which I am prone to and people have said it’s done it to them. Mom offered me one of dad’s edibles when I was having a terrible depression day, and I was tempted but turned it down for that reason. I had an episode of dp/dr that lasted for about 1.5 years and it was absolute hell for the whole time. I’m not playing with that shit.
I have been completely sloppy falling down drunk twice in my life. I was 21 and went to Georgia for a week to dogsit my cousins Great Dane (RIP Sadie, you were a very good gorl) and the night before they left, we went bar hopping. I drank sooo much, both beer and liquor (they were buying haha) that I couldn’t WALK. I mean, I could, but it was probably hysterical to watch for the people around me in that grocery store. The second time, they had come home and I was going home the next day, so….we got pissed all to hell again. This time, I think it was rum and Hawaiian punch. One after the other. I did discover that I’m pretty much the opposite of a belligerent drunk. I just want to curl up on the couch with a horse-sized dog and watch South Park or whatever. I was such a nice drunk 🥴 Super friendly and huggy. I didn’t have a hangover either time, oddly. I also tried pot for the first time while I was there and hated it. The pipe burned my throat and it didn’t affect me in a noticeable way. The only upside was that it made whole fat milk taste really, really good, I drank all their milk that night. Despite my relatively pleasant experience, I have no desire to ever be that drunk again. I don’t mind getting a little bit of a buzz, but yeah. I guess I don’t see the point of being super drunk or high. 🤷♀️ I dunno. I drank underage all the time but never got super drunk and had no issues with quitting, same as smoking. I know some great people that are recovering addicts or alcoholics and it makes me so happy that I don’t have that addictive personality or am prone to becoming addicted to anything. Also that it does not run in my family, because one of my friends had a meth problem and it seems most of her family also were addicts. It really is genetic, and that sucks. The only things I’ve been addicted to in my life are caffeine which I finally gave up trying to quit, and certain prescription medications. By addicted, I mean if I don’t take them I’m both suicidal AND in a world of pain. 😬 haha. I’m glad that’s all. Imagine being addicted to alcohol or hard drugs. Yikes.
I can’t remember if I was going to say anything else… oh yeah, I’m so happy tomorrow is Sunday. I asked mom to pick me up extra early so I can spend more time watching videos with dad. It’s the highlight of my week, if I’m being honest. Which is kind of sad haha. It’s more fun to watch body cam videos with someone rather than alone. That’s not all we watch but that’s most of it. Let’s not forget those wicked MMA ass whoopings, even though he hasn’t turned any of those on lately. I’m gonna request that tomorrow.