Medication is changed again. I already forgot what the new ones are called haha. I hope this will fix the problem and maybe improve my depression and anxiety…at least this new one won’t make me gain weight. I forgot to ask about a higher dose of Provigil/Nuvigil. Because my brain doesn’t brain very well. 👌
Edit: I’m on my new meds already. I think one of them is caplyta, and I know I didn’t spell that correctly. I don’t notice any difference yet but it’s the first day.
I really don’t think it’s a lot to ask to feel normal. God, if he exists, did not grant me that simple wish. I don’t know if I’m just really angry at him or flat out don’t believe in him at all. Hard to tell sometimes…I am an agnostic, after all.
I don’t know if a medication can achieve “normalcy” anyways. I’m just hoping for a shift for the better.