I’m ordering this wig off Etsy;
I can’t grow my hair out anymore because I can’t care for it properly. I miss having long hair but I can’t do it with the scalp condition and whatnot. So, why not wear a wig? I like this one. It’s fluffy but not too fluffy. Ratty but not too ratty (I’ll probably smooth it out a bit though). It’s the hair I’ve always wanted. Theres also has a blond one with dread-like hair and what I call “Dracula bangs”. It’s a lot more expensive than this one.
I feel I might be patronising these creators quite a bit! The Etsy shops are artbox888 and crudethings. They’re really the only wigs I’ve seen that I liked. I do need a simple black bob as well. I have two that are eons old but can’t find them.
I saw my dermatologist about my scalp and he seems unsure whether the problem is sebhorric dermatitis or psoriasis. I wish he’d biopsied it. He prescribed me some drops to put on my scalp as well as a special shampoo (ketoconozal). The drops might make my hair greasy and honestly I just have enough fucking problems with my hair and scalp. I don’t know if I’ll use them. I might try, and if it’s too gross I’ll stop. Ugh. I can’t stand my entire head. Everything about it. Throw the whole damn thing away. 😕
I think I regret rejoining facebook. It’s actually ridiculous. I cannot express a non-positive emotion without getting a warning from their censorious, nannying AI. I was off that site for well over a year and it was kind of touchy back then, but it is threefold worse. It’s a load of sanitised fluffy bunny bullshit, and I hate it.
Also, someone started some shit in one of the groups I’m in and I got very angry. I don’t know why I’m bothering to try and make friends. I’m destined to be alone for the rest of my life.
Social media just isn’t good for anyone’s mental health, unless you’re a damn troll. I think I’m done.