I fell asleep in my chair and woke up feeling so weird and dysphoric. I checked to see if I took my meds and I had. I felt exactly how I do when I forget my pills. It’s happening more often now. I’m feeling better now but really disturbed at the same time. I don’t want to take more, but if this keeps happening then I might have to ask my psychiatrist to up the dosage or something. I really felt like self-harming and that freaks me out.
Also had a fight with mom about it, because she acts like I inconvenience her when I tell her these things…it’s not like I have anyone else to tell. Just feeling pretty low right now.
I got my console shelves in the mail, and god damn they are HEAVY. I am itching for my peer support, Denise, to come so she can help me put one together, or both depending on how long it takes. I think these have led lights and I’m a whore for glowy stuff so…yay.
Listening to: Bella Morte – Relics