Rabbit in the Moon

I dreamt that eating ketchup caused rabies. What even…

I saw my therapist with mom today and got bad news…they can’t find another agency that provides peer support that serves the county I live in. I’m basically screwed for at least a year. After a year, I can get back on their waiting list to be re-admitted. I was standing with mom on the sidewalk and could not stop crying. A guy came up and offered me a bottle of water, probably because it’s hot out and I was looking distressed. I guess not everyone sucks! People don’t always show kindness like that.

I’m just scared I’ll wind up back in the hospital.

I leave for the beach tomorrow morning! I’m so fricken excited! I’m hoping being there will make me feel a lot better.