I still can’t qualify for the loan because of how little I make. Closing a credit card as well as two hard pulls on my credit has wrecked my score. It went down 80 god damn points. Closing the card knocked it down 18 points. The hard pulls though…I don’t understand why having your credit checked destroys your fuckin score. How does that even make sense? What is the logic of that? What the fuck, man…
Mom’s going to apply for the loan herself, at her own bank. If she gets it, I’ll just give her the money every month. I am so angry about this. I’m hoping my score will bounce back to what it was in a few months…I hope I hope. I don’t understand why, but my credit score gives me such anxiety. Is that normal? Or am I coocoo bonkers obsessive…😕
My individual support Karen, who I mention here often, got fired for the stupidest fucking thing ever. Her offense was something that warranted a write up or warning. What did she do? She bought one of her clients cigarettes. CIGARETTES! How did the powers that be even find out about this? SOME PIECE OF SHIT NARC’D. Who the fuck else even knew about that and why did they feel the need to tattle like a lil bitch? Absolute cuntiness. Now theres only one individual support left, and that’s my old buddy Denise. The kindest thing they could do is pair us up again. She must be working hard, because she’s gonna get a few of Karen’s people.
Karen did say we could still do stuff and go places even though it’s not her job anymore. She also has promised to “step up” if something ever happens to mom. It is comforting to hear that and I really hope we don’t lose touch again. I’m awful at texting people cuz I never have anything interesting to say 😓
I keep thinking “I need to write about this thing!” but I always forget what the hell it was. I had other things to say, dammit!