Month: September 2025

I love my new peer support Lauren! They really matched us well. She’s helping me learn to be more independent, like using a washer and dryer. I’m really apprehensive about those because the buttons and stuff look like (to my autistic brain lol) an airplane dash! I’m afraid I’ll ruin my clothes because I don’t really understand how to sort lights from darks correctly. She gave me a basic rundown on the buttons and I feel better about it. Turns out you don’t really have to use the majority of them. I’ll be doing my own laundry soon enough. I also got a big desk calendar and have written all my appointments on it. Actually, I forgot one. Just remembered 😆

I asked if she’d help me make Oscar a vet appointment for a leg exam and bloodwork. It is not as much as I thought, like $100 less. Lauren’s taking me to that one…it’s on the same day as my endoscopy but I do well with anaesthesia so I’ll be fine to go later in the day. I just want to know what’s going on with him so I can HELP him! I’m thinking it’s hip problems, personally. Then again he did lose five pounds for no apparent reason and I think that worries me the most.

edit: Oscar is now insured. I might have to cancel the vet appointment until the waiting period is over so it won’t be considered a pre-existing condition. I tried to add his primary vet information but the AI bot I was speaking with glitched and wouldn’t let me. I have to get his medical records myself and email them. I went with lemonade pet insurance, it’s 50-something every month. Kind of expensive but I think it will be needed in the future, unfortunately. I love him so much and just want him to be okay and get the best care for him!

edit #2: just got home from dinner and noticed Oscar walking with a noticeable limp in one leg. It must not be too bad, because he hopped up on the chair when I sat down. Has he hurt his leg somehow? 🫤


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I have decided that my archenemy is…mulch. I went to Outback with Karen today and she parked next to the curb with bushes and mulch. When I went to get back into the car, I was attempting to balance whilst walking across the stupid mulch. I almost made it but I lost my balance and fell into a prickle bush. I was not wearing platforms, I simply do not have the necessary balance to walk on that shit anymore. I howled, because the prickles were stabbing my arse and leg and I could not right myself. It took three people to get my dumb ass back on my feet because the prickle bush made it too painful to even try, how bloody embarrassing 😭

I am getting mom a Hydroflask for Christmas. If I spend $40+ on a fucking thermos maybe she’ll feel too bad to not use it. This woman is bonkers. She keeps her bottles of water in the car during summer and drinks hot water! I basically bullied her into buying a very cheap thermos at the Dollar Store, but she has yet to use it. Why would anyone want to drink hot water? 😵‍💫 As for Dad, I am getting him T-shirts…again. He has enough AC/DC and Pink Floyd, so I think I’ll get him two, a Boston and one of ABBA. He has neither and those are two favourites of his. Gonna look on Etsy instead of Amazon because that’s where I get the vast majority of my shirts from. They’re usually more original with better designs.

I’ve noticed that men are much easier to shop for than women. I never know about mom. She is so hard to read and I never have a clue what is something she will use often. Mom likes practical things. Dad and me? T-shirts. Get us shirts and we’re happy.

I go out with my new peer support today! I really like her. I met her yesterday.

I have the appointment for my endoscopy (I think? lol) Monday, if they find that my esophagus needs to be stretched, which I’m praying is the case…maybe I can finally get relief from this swallowing problem which has been getting even worse.

I also have been referred to the Orthopaedic doctor because of my facked up shoulder as well as my leg. Getting X-rays of both. I reallly hope I don’t have to have another MRI.

I finally found a “Respect my authoritah!” Cartman shirt! Every other one I’ve found spells it “authority” which bothers me. It’s AUTHORITAH, dammit. 😆

Listening to: The Mission – Deliverance

 




I forgot to pay my fricken rent! I always do that the second I see I’ve been paid, since I started using the Loft app for rent payments. This is the first time I’ve forgotten. My memory is so poor. I used to forget sometimes when I was paying by checks but never the app. I tried really hard to remember all my bills and still forgot. 😕 Lord help me.