I thought I might need to go to the hospital, but decided on Urgent Care as it was still open, to see if I actually had a need for a hospital visit. The abdominal pain is awful today. This has been the worst day so far (well technically yesterday) since it started last Friday. Doc gave me some medicine and I finally got home at 10pm. It’s helped the stomach pain a bit, but the intestinal….😭 I was actually scared because of how horrible I felt when I got home, I have not felt that bad in a long time. I’m not sure if I’ve ever felt that bad in this specific way. I was borderline passing out. I ate a whole HALF BOWL OF GRAPES. That was my food for the day. I did not take my insulin because I just knew somehow I wasn’t gonna eat.
I felt horrible, dad felt crappy himself, so we didn’t go out for his birthday. We moved it to Sunday night, but who knows if I’ll be any better. If shit hasn’t gotten any better by this afternoon, I was told to come back to urgent care. I have an appointment with my doctor Monday and I am NOT going to cancel, don’t care if it’s totally better. I have waaay too many problems with my stomach and intestines and need to get a handle on it, finally. Last time I had a camera shoved down my throat, there was a polyp in my stomach that they cut out. Maybe I grew another one and it’s giving me issues. Still waiting on a better appointment time with them. The first opening they had was in fucking September!
I am a miserable, grouchy sod. Please send help. Maybe some kittens. 😣