I’m dumb.
I should have gone to my doctors appointment this afternoon, but I felt better and canceled. Dumb move. I got nauseous again and had to chug Pepto, which did help. I got a meatball sub on the way home. I didn’t get a large because I’ve learned I can’t eat them and/or they make me sick. I was happy to sit down and eat something I love that I also haven’t had in a long time. I got done and cleaned up and…the nausea hit me like a freaking freight train! It was ridiculously aggressive too. Like…really intense. I’m a mild emetophobe (fear of puking) and was too afraid to run to the bathroom or garbage can, because I was too scared to move. I prayed HARD. I sipped my carbonated drink and finally got the courage to carefully walk to the garbage can. Oddly, I am particularly scared to puke in a toilet. Weird, right? I opened the lid but instead of puking, I burped super loud three times 😂 Thank you God lmao. I’m okay now, but that feeling in my stomach was crazy. I’m going to try to get an appointment tomorrow because I’m starting to believe mom’s theory of H Pilori bacteria. Or however the hell it’s spelled. I don’t know how they would test for it, I have an unpleasant idea, but I kinda really hope it’s not that 😬 It has to be something, because it’s abnormal for me, and I’m a person who is frequently nauseous. That’s how weird this is. I definitely have something going on, and I hope there’s an antibiotic for it, as much as I hate taking antibiotics 😭 The one given for H Pilori is for three friggin weeks!
Look, I’m just hoping I don’t have to poo in a cup, because that’s how I suspect they’d test for a bacterial infection like that. I can’t handle poo. I hate using the bathroom for a reason!! I can barely handle my own bodily functions! Oh, contamination OCD….you bring such fuckin joy to my life 😆
On to something that isn’t nasty!
I was in the dollar store and saw a poster for a new Mountain Dew flavour. Karen had also mentioned it yesterday and of course, I have to try it. The dollar store didn’t have any, despite the ad. For the (zero lol) people who read this who don’t already know about my Mountain Dew fixation, I HAVE to try every single one they come out with. I’m still waiting to find the one they did with Little Caesars, but it wasn’t in their store. So there’s two new flavours I haven’t tried, which drives me bonkers. Ever since the debut of Code Red, I have had a fixation. I actually own the fanlisting for Code Red: http://silent.am/codered because it’s one of my favourite things ever. In high school, the assholes in charge would close the gate around the drink machines after school, so I would climb over the tall iron gate, jump down, and get my daily Code Red, as well as drinks for the rest of my friends, praying the whole time nobody important walked out the back door 😭 I probably would have gotten in school suspension if I got caught. Honestly, I just miss being able to scale a tall fence as easily as I did 🥴