One of my uncles is a garbage human being. My mom has two brothers, the “good uncle” and the “bad uncle” as I have referred to them since I was a kid. This morning, mom decided to call the bad uncle because she hadn’t talked to him in a couple of months and wanted to check in with him and his wife. He answered the phone in a nasty manner and mom asked if he was okay. He then goes OFF on her about politics (they don’t agree on that stuff) and said he had nothing more to say to her and hung up. She was shocked. When she told me, I said “What a dick.” And she said “I’ve always known that.”

Let me tell you a few things about this man. He has been angry and jealous of me since I was born. Literally since the moment I was born. Why? Because I replaced his youngest daughter as the baby of the family. Him and his wife couldn’t stand it. He actually got his vasectomy reversed so they could try for another kid so they’d be the centre of attention again. They taught their youngest, my cousin, to hate me and to bully me, which she did all throughout our childhoods. He was mean to me, a little kid, and would not so much as speak to me unless it was to yell at me. I hated them so much. When I grew up, I tried talking to him and his nasty daughter and they both blew me off and refused to even look at me. His wife is the only one who made any effort to reconcile. Those two stayed mad that I existed, which is kind of funny in a way. Rent free in their heads.

I have been dying to tell him exactly what I think of him for most of my life and I really hope I run into him sometime. I wish he’d try me. He is an ugly, bitter old man and he can lie in the piss puddle of misery that he has made for himself. 🤗

Anyhow, rant over.

I never found out what happened here last night with all the cops and fire trucks. I’m dying of curiosity. I didn’t see anything strange in the other buildings when I went out. Could it have been a DV thing? Would they send 6 fire trucks and cop cars for that? I don’t think it was a fire or anything like that. They were only there for about 40 minutes.

I was sooo sick last night. I think it was a very short episode of food poisoning even though I didn’t have all the usual symptoms. I tried to sleep but laid there feeling nauseous, having hot flashes and experiencing depersonalisation. Nothing felt real, like I was outside my body. It was so fucking weird. Finally I got some sleep, mom came and woke me up and gave me pepto bismol (which I had run out of and desperately needed that night) and I chugged that shit. I’m feeling totally better now.