I’m pretty sure Bobbie got fired. I think she had too much on her back and couldn’t handle it. 🙁 I’m really going to miss her. I don’t know who they’ll assign me to now, probably someone I don’t know. I hope whoever it is is more laid back like Bobbie is.
I feel like my face is covered in cat hairs. My face itches and my eyes itch. I just brushed Oscar to try to get rid of some of it. I don’t brush him often enough. I have never seen such a freaking pile of hair in my life. He is getting sheared this summer, I swear to god.
I have an appointment in March to get these ugly eyebrows lasered off my face! I’m excited!
I’m trying out Spotify for the first time today, I used it in the car. I like it so far. There’s a ton of really diverse playlists that others have made. I think I used it on my tv once before on my ps4. The only thing I don’t like is, probably like most people, the ads. I’m not paying $11 a month for premium. Kind of ridiculous.
I like watching police body cam videos because they can either be entertaining or scary. I saw one the other night of this raging drunk girl who I think also took something else, because she was both really happy AND belligerent somehow. She told the officer “You have a moustache! I don’t trust you!” And he said “I know it’s not a very good moustache, sorry.” And I thought that was hilarious for some reason. To counter that funny one, I saw another one with dad in which the cops were doing a welfare check on a woman who was scared of her husband because she had filed for divorce, and the house was just full of corpses. 8 of them. Of course they were blurred out. The guy had killed his whole family. It was extremely disturbing. People are so fucked up it’s crazy. Why’d he have to kill his kids? They were completely innocent in the situation.
I’m starting to worry about Bobbie. She hasn’t answered my text from yesterday. I keep thinking she’s been fired or something. I hope not. 🙁 I would really miss her. Hope she answers.
Oscar finally has a vet appointment and I do dread it because I’m scared the vet will tell me he has diabetes or ckd or both. That would destroy me. I love him like my own kid. He’s my best bud. I just want him to be okay. I should have kept him on Hills Science Diet even though it is a little bit expensive. I’m going to put him back on it regardless. I’m gonna cry when he begs for treats though. Maybe I’ll sneak him one once in a while…
My stupid banking app is no longer subtracting the pending transactions from my available funds. That’s why my money got fucked up this month. I’m going to the bank tomorrow to ask why this is and what kind of ridiculous update they did to make this happen. If they don’t fix it, I might change banks, maybe online banking this time. Pain in the ass!
Edit: I looked up the Greymatter blogging software on a whim and someone has updated it on GitHub! It is also possible to import WordPress posts. I’m seriously considering switching over. I appreciate its simplicity and customisability. I could make my own layouts like I used to. We shall see!
My credit dropped 60 points because of an Ulta card I forgot about and never got a bill from. Now my credit is below average. This shit makes me so nervous and generally upset. It’s dropped like this before and then went back up, but I don’t know if it will this time, because delinquent accounts stay on your credit report for seven years. I don’t know if there’s anything I can do about it.
I finally got a new belt. Exciting, right? 😅 The one I was wearing was made of a weird material and it twists around and messes the top of my pants up. I had to get a man belt, the women’s didn’t look like they were strong enough to not twist around.
I was supposed to go out with Karen today but canceled. I am mentally fatigued and I swear if she started talking politics at me again, I would totally go off on her. I’m just tired and don’t even know what I want to do. I hope Bobbie will come tomorrow or Friday. She’s only coming every other week now, which sucks. They gave her too much of a caseload and she’s struggling to handle it. I think she has more than any of the other peer supports. Not sure why they did that to her.
23&me updated my genealogy report! I got more information that was very specific to my German immigrant ancestors probably mostly on my moms side. Even told what nearby cities they settled in. It’s kind of amazing. I always get really excited when I get an email saying my genetic report is updated. It’s rare but it happens maybe once a year. Also I keep checking my genetic relatives hoping a long lost sibling will join 😂 Dad told me I may have one floating around in Georgia. He was a real dog before he met my mom lol
http://endymion.nu has a temporary layout thanks to Ainna! That’ll stay until I can think of something else.
I’m not having a good time of it lately. Just depressed and feeling stuck. Not a lot to say either.
I’m so bad at communicating with other humans and everyone seems to either be mad at me about something and/or thinks I’m a dumbass. Maybe I should quit. Just…quit. I’m tired of it and emotionally exhausted. I never liked most people anyways, so why do I try? Maybe it’s just being human…trying to connect. But I think I have no signal to make that connection 😞 like crappy WiFi or something.
You know what…to hell with it. Fuck people. I’ll stick with talking to animals thankyouverymuch.
I finally felt like trying on my clothes from KILLSTAR and they’re lovely! The pants sort of remind me of bondage pants and they’re made of an odd stretchy polyester sort of material which isn’t my favourite, but it doesn’t bother me much. Thankfully they are high waisted enough. The duster is beautiful. It’s got crushed velvet bits and beautiful bell sleeves. I felt magical when I put it on. It does touch the floor quite a bit, I suppose I’ll wear platforms with it. I don’t want to get it hemmed, that’d just ruin it. I need to take a better look at it tomorrow, the lighting in there absolutely sucks at night.
I went out with Karen today (well technically yesterday) and she tried talking politics again. I said “Let’s not talk politics.” She said one more sentence of it then stopped, thankfully. This is why I never impose my beliefs on anyone else. It’s draining.
Me and the parents ate at Pizza Hut. It was unusually full in there. There’s hardly ever more than a few people there when we go. I could tell the waitress was struggling. I got my pepperoni lovers melts and all was good in the world.