I really don’t feel good. I’ve felt kind of woozy and faint when standing up. Now I’m feeling cold-hot. I have a fan blowing on me but I feel both cold and hot. It’s very uncomfortable. I took a strenuous shower, and I say strenuous because exfoliating my scalp is a lot of work, at least to me…my arms could barely stand it. I feel like I’m hot because of that, even though I’ve been out for over an hour.

Oscar jumped in with me again. Twice. It’s become a thing. He’s gonna do it every time lol. At least he didn’t scare me this time.

I get paid tomorrow at midnight. I can make the payment to Etsy and open my shop and work on it a bit. I’ve made a couple of banners which I’m not particularly keen on. Maybe I should pay someone on Fiver to make one, I dunno. That’s some people’s specialty, definitely isn’t mine! I can also get my new domain and start working on that layout. My primary collective is the only site I won’t pay someone else to make the layout for. It kind of has to be my own. It’s usually the best I can make.

I’m going out with Bobbie at one today, we’re supposed to go to hickory and hit some thrift shops. Looking for those leather jackets again…maybe stop by Outback and get some cheese fries or something. I hope I’m feeling better by then. I don’t believe I’m getting sick or anything, this happens sometimes. Maybe I need something to eat…

Edit: YouTube is being disgusting. I keep seeing ads for an AI app for lonely perverts, with what I assume are AI generated women doing sex acts. It’s so realistic, I wouldn’t have known the difference if it wasn’t an AI app. It’s barely offscreen but you can tell they’re doing a certain uh, activity. It’s just gross, and I don’t want to see that shit when I’m watching videos. I’m not the fucking demographic you’re seeking. Ya nasty, YouTube. Ya nasty.

Otherwise, I’m feeling a lot better than I was. I ate some macaroni and I’m drinking my 62oz of water. I kind of regret the ronies because they didn’t taste that good but that’s all I really had to eat. I need to find something that’s better after I get paid.

I’ve come to the conclusion that my ring size is 12.5. That’s why the rings I order off Temu are always a little too big or a little too small. I hope my fingers go down to a better size after I lose more weight and not an in-between size like that, which no one ever carries. I got a really cool ring today in my Temu package. It’s a size 12 and it’s actually a little bigger than I expected. Twelve is usually a little tight but fits, so I guess this ring runs larger. It’s a pretty big, flashy ring with a coffin on the front that opens to reveal a skeleton. It’s wicked, I love it. I’ve gotten some great rings off that site, most of them have been pretty good quality. I got a metal wall sign with a diagram of the Lament Configuration (from the Hellraiser series, in case you’re not familiar) as it’s my favourite of the  puzzle boxes and I wanted it on my wall with my other Hellraiser stuff. It’s not as high quality as it looked in the picture, but I still like it. My wall art of the dramatic fainting possum was pretty poor quality…I was definitely disappointed but it’s still going on my wall with my other possum art. This haul was one of the lower-quality ones I’ve had. I did get my name necklace (has my name in a gothic font with a bat underneath) and the chain is a little short for my neck, as were all the necklaces in this one. I just need to buy a bunch of silver extenders. Wonder if they sell those on fucking Temu haha (just checked, they do)

I decided not to do another Temu haul video with that one because I don’t even know how to edit the first one. What would be the point lol

Listening to: The Marionettes – Ave Dementia