I hate being modest. I’ll clarify that I’m mostly modest about my chest. I will not show anything. However, when it comes to pants, I like them very tight. I do not like loose pants or straight legged pants, although there are rare exceptions. I don’t really wear short skirts either, mostly due to accidentally showing my whole ass one time at an Arby’s. Traumatised me for life. It’s mostly just my stupid chest. I decided to try something different though. I was looking for a simple black tank top and having a hell of a hard time, but I think I found one or two on Amazon and Old Navy. I was trying to find one with a slightly higher neckline but with the thin straps. And it has to have a fucking back to it. I don’t particularly like showing my back either. Weird, I know…but that’s how I am. I was going to wear mesh and fishnet tops over them. It’s a good alternative to fucking crewneck graphic tees all the time. Wearing them with skirts, I mean. I wear graphic tees with pants all the time. They just look shite with most skirts imo.
I have mini panic attacks if I feel weird in a top or think it’s too low. I’m having anxiety right now thinking about it. Should I take a gamble and try something new if I can find the right one? I think I like the old navy ones best. Most of the ones on Amazon had the models with tits OUT. It was off putting!
I genuinely think it’s autism. No one raised me to be this way.