Gah!
I had $6 in my bank account, suddenly I have $25. Impossible. I do not understand what is going on with my money! Can’t use it because it’ll probably go poof all of a sudden. I hate that.
I got one of my free gifts from Temu, a spiderweb mat. I think I’ll put it in front of the tv. It’s surprisingly large!
Speaking of Temu, I was looking around and found the same adorable bat plushie that I’d ordered off Etsy a couple months ago. It was cheap on Temu and the Etsy seller jacked up the price and I was under the notion that seller was making these herself or had designed them and has a manufacturer, and I was seriously impressed and gave her a glowing review. I’m disappointed. I know it’s not illegal to do this, I just think it’s kind of dishonest. I still love my little bat, he’s so soft, silky and squishy. I’m just astonished that it originally came from Temu and I could have paid a lot less. It’s come to the point that if I see something on Etsy that I want, I check Temu first. I want to support independent creators who make and/or design their wares, not resellers. It’s a shame, really! It’s a good business model but I’m not supporting it if I can help it. If I can get it cheap from China instead of all jacked up, I’ll do so 😆 *snorts*
I was considering doing a Goth Temu haul video on YouTube but I don’t want anyone seeing my icky face yet. Sure, I have my face as my avatar in a couple of places but YouTube? People are assholes there. It’s the anonymous effect. People can talk shit behind a keyboard way more easily than face to face because they know someone might knock their slimy trollish teeth out. I just don’t want to be called ugly 1000 times, no one does. Maybe I should wear a balaclava and sunglasses lol. I know a guy who does that. (The guy who wears that is MR SLAV, great channel.)
I’m chatting with the wig maker on Etsy and I’m trying to decide how I want the bangs. I already asked him to cut them a bit shorter because wig bangs are always over my eyes and I don’t trust I can cut them straight myself. I don’t want to ruin a $100 wig because I’m clumsy and have no idea what I’m doing. I’m just letting him do it haha.
My psychiatrist upped my dosage of Provigil to 200mg. I was on 100. Maybe this amount will give me the kick in the pants I need. If not, I reckon I’ll go up to 250mg, if she’s on board with it.
edit: I didn’t nap this afternoon! 😀 maybe this higher dose will really help!
Listening to: Funhouse – Body and Soul