Month: December 2024

Facebook

I’m back on Facebook with a new profile. I’m there mainly for groups, and making some friends who have similar interests, but welcome anyone to add me. https://www.facebook.com/share/15PiDWe8m2/?mibextid=LQQJ4d

I don’t know how to change the url anymore. 😅

This time, I will not deal with toxic people and their political shitposting. If it’s not good for my own mental health and wellbeing….nope. Not dealing with it. Sayonara. See ya never. Bye bye.




My eye appointment lasted for 2.5 hours! It just went on and on. It wasn’t that bad, really, and I got a ton of stuff done. My second cataract surgery is on the 16th of this month at 6am 😱 I’ll have to get up at 4 something! Or maybe I won’t sleep at all. I dunno. I’ll still have to wear glasses. I’m thinking of searching for some faux Silhouettes. Surely someone has to sell something that imitates them and isn’t $500.




I have an eye doctor appointment at a different place today. I found one that takes my shitty insurance so I have to go there. It’ll be a long appointment too since it’s my first visit there and they have to do all of this checking my eyes and stuff. I’m really, really hoping to get my second cataract surgery scheduled soon, if not tomorrow. They know that’s why I’m coming there. I’m so tired of getting headaches from my conflicting vision and walking around like an idiot with one lense popped out of my already ugly glasses. I can’t get new glasses or have the lenses replaced on my old Silhouette’s until I’ve had both surgeries. The vision in my right eye seems to have deteriorated just a bit since the first surgery. It’s still mostly sharp but there’s a weird double blur thing going on. Probably diabetes. /sigh. I can still see without that lense though. I wish I could just wear contacts after I get this over with, but ever since I took two rounds of Accutane for my cystic acne when I was 16, my eyes can’t tolerate them. I might try again because it’s been almost two decades since I last tried contacts….who knows. I’ve been wearing glasses since middle school, I’m just tired of them. My vision won’t be that bad after I get the second surgery…maybe I can forego glasses altogether. Idk 🤷‍♀️ Maybe a lot of people get around without perfect vision.




I was checking out at Barnes & Noble today and the cashier said “I love your style! You’re awesome.” I squee’d “thank youuu!” loudly because I love compliments, makes me feel more confident in myself. 🤗

I went out to eat at the Longhorn in Hickory and had a really disappointing steak lol. I’m actually having terrible anxiety about it because that meal was $50! I feel like I wasted my money.



Got back to my parents house and walked in on my 63 year old dad listening to ‘Oops…I did it again’ on full volume lolll. Dad has really opened up to a lot of new music in the past year, especially metal. I guess pop, too! 😂



Happy December!