I’m trying to reconnect with old friends that didn’t harm my mental health. Yes, on facebook. Haha. One of them is one of my former peer supports. I don’t know if I’ll add anyone else from my old account. If I do, I’ll choose very carefully!
Like I said, add me if you want to be friends. My name on fb is Serina Bender Black. I’m the ugly chick in the black glasses. Please don’t add me if all you post is political shit, that’s my only dealbreaker. My mental health is my main concern and reading that garbage from friends really did a number on my head, they were always so angry and negative and sometimes flat out hateful. I noticed how much better I felt when I stopped reading my feed. I very cautiously look at it now, even though I have a total of three friends haha. Also, if you’re someone who hates politics, I’m your girl. I never post about it.
I am NEVER giving Oscar the broth in his food and water again. He ate ALL his food really fast and it must have tripped some trigger in his mind that made him lose it. All fucking night and morning, he endlessly meowed at me. Over and over, like he didn’t have any food and was absolutely wasting away. I went and gave him another cup of food even though he had some in his bowl. That didn’t stop him so I gave him a handful of treats. That didn’t work. I asked him what the fuck he wanted but of course he did not reply, because he is a fucking cat. I don’t know what I was expecting. It got so annoying while I was trying to get some sleep, that I shut him out of my bedroom and I never do that. Since this afternoon he seems to have calmed down and his company is pleasant again. I wonder wtf happened though.
I almost had a heart attack when I went to check Enth for any new fanlisting members. It gave me a cannot connect to database, too many connections error and my heart fell out my ass, I swear. I checked my main site and a couple of random fanlistings and they all had the same error. I was about to post on the tfl.org boards about it because I was terrified Enth crapped out on me like it’s done twice before. I had to redo everything. Oddly, I refreshed before I went to make the post and everything was fine. Crisis averted, I hope 😮💨
I got my black-tinted chapstick in the mail and I must say it’s lovely. Definitely more casual than totally black lipstick. I wore it tonight and dad said he liked the “gothstick” lolll. The chapstick is on the AbominationCosmetics Etsy store if you want to give it a look.
Well, I’m going to lie down and watch some YouTube. Goodnight internet.