Month: September 2024

Sep 03 2024 September 3, 2024 September 3, 2024 NoComment by Eden

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I’m having bad anxiety. I’m not having regrets per se, but I do wonder how I’m gonna lose the rest of this weight. I was absolutely ravenous today. So hungry. Maybe I’ll try something like intermittent fasting. I’ll go back on the ozempic too. I did lose 30ish pounds that way. I also went through a time when I wasn’t eating much because I just wasn’t hungry. Then my appetite came back and I gained a little. It’s the yo-yo effect.


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Sep 02 2024 September 2, 2024 September 2, 2024 NoComment by Eden

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I just did something I’m not at all proud of. I feel like a bad person, actually….

Surgery is canceled. For good this time.


Sep 02 2024 September 2, 2024 September 2, 2024 NoComment by Eden

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Mom is REALLY trying to talk me out of surgery. I am so confused. I don’t know what to do anymore.

Feeling pretty useless and directionless. I really want to sort my Ohuhu markers (all 320 of them) but I don’t have the energy or motivation. I just want to lie here and watch stupid YouTube videos.

I think I’m gonna cancel again….*deep sigh* I just love food too much. Of course I’m gonna do things differently so I can lose weight, like going back on the ozempic. Mom whittled away at my determination. Seriously, she would not stop.


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