I forgot to take my morning pills and feel like shit. I’ve had a rough past few days. I won’t get into it, but it sucks. Something else to discuss with my doctor, I guess.

I just feel so shitty and hopeless after the surgery thing…I’m back on the Ozempic and praying my appetite will lower.

Otherwise… I ordered a couple of shirts off thredUP. I don’t know if I like thredUP or Etsy better for vintage clothes. ThredUP is less expensive but Etsy has more really unique stuff. I was looking at the 80s and 90s.

I kind of want to sleep a little but I also have to stay up long enough to take my night pills. Meh. I’ve been getting headaches nearly every day now, it feels like pressure in my head. It’s probably because of stress.

I really want to make some kind of art but I can’t make myself do it. I realize that sounds contradictory. I’m hoping some of this will get better after a medication change. If I’m lucky and get the Provigil prescription I’m gonna have a fucking party 🎈 It sounds too good to be true…