I have made a decision… I think when god forbid, something happens to my mom, I’m going to move to somewhere like New Orleans, Louisiana. I’m so tired of having no one around me that I can relate to. If I moved to a place like that, I think finding friends would be a lot easier. And that’s all I want, good, strong relationships with people, people I can call friends. That’s all I ever wanted out of life. I sort of had that in high school for a short period of time. I miss it. I don’t want to be so solitary anymore. I can only hope dad would come with me if he’s still around. No one ever knows what’s going to happen…I wish I could go now and they’d both come with me, but they will not leave this stupid town.
I just want to be normal (in a neurological sense) person with good relationships…