I went thrifting at my favorite Goodwill today and was looking through the huge rack of dresses. I found the most beautiful black velvet cheongsam. It’s kinda small but not too small, I really want to fit into it if I can lose enough weight. It’s so pretty. It’s a bit slim in the hips though. I couldn’t NOT buy it though, it’s too beautiful. I swear to god I’ll fit into it if it KILLS me!
I found several others, a couple of black lacy goth-ish ones and one with taco cats all over 😆 I’ll edit with pictures later.
Ate at longhorn because I got paid today. Absolutely stuffed. I ate too much and wasn’t even able to finish my steak. They weren’t kidding when they called it “well marbled” because holy fuck it was difficult to eat. I kind of got tired of fighting for my food and gave up lol I mean god damn that’s a lot of tough fat. I had to take it home.
I bought two bariatric cookbooks off Amazon, one for food in the appropriate portions and one for healthy smoothies also in the proper size. I also got an insulated lunch bag that comes with tiny cutlery and plastic snack containers in the specific portions I’ll need. I’m definitely preparing well. I should be scheduled for surgery sometime in August. The bariatric center hasn’t called back with a specific date yet. I just can’t believe it is finally happening! I’ve been trying for this surgery since 2011. I did it. I’m pretty proud of myself.