Month: November 2023

Nov 30 2023 November 30, 2023 November 30, 2023 NoComment by Eden

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And some of my Christmas tree.

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Nov 30 2023 November 30, 2023 November 30, 2023 NoComment by Eden

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I got some nice photos of the lake Monday.

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Nov 22 2023 November 22, 2023 November 22, 2023 2Comments by Eden

UFO/UAP sighting

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I saw one of the strangest things I’ve ever seen the other day and completely forgot to write it down here.

I was driving with mom. Blue skies for the most part. Some clouds. I looked up and saw what could best be described as a thin vertical silver line moving horizontally toward a small cloud. It was very reflective. Oddly so. It moved behind the small cloud, and it suddenly became a prism. The cloud, I mean. It was all colors of the rainbow and seemed backlit by something. The silver line did not come out from behind the cloud again. I don’t know why I didn’t whip out my phone like 95% of people would have. Maybe I was caught up in the moment because I didn’t even consider it. I don’t think the phone would have caught it well anyways. The line was too thin. It would have looked like a weird sparkle. I wish I could have caught it somehow because it was so insane. I have never seen anything like that.

I want to believe! 👽🛸


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Nov 21 2023 November 21, 2023 January 25, 2025 5Comments by Eden

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Dad came over and hooked up the ps2. I thought maybe I could do it myself, but nope. The wireless controller I bought came today, and it does not work with that console. I then wondered how a ps2 would support a wireless ANYTHING since it’s so old, ancient even. Idk. The listing on Amazon said it was compatible. I ordered the wired one and will probably return this one which is a shame because it looks really cool. 😕

I had to get a cheap Roku tv today. I was lying in bed trying to sleep at about 5am last night and the tv in the living room starts screeching like a banshee. It usually happens about that time but it stops after a while. Well, it did not stop. Screeching, high pitched ringing (the worst!) and weird noises I can’t explain were coming out of it. I got up and restarted the entire system. It came back on and was quiet, so I went back to bed. It started screeching again so I got up and tried turning it off. It would not turn off. Wtf? So I had to find whatever stupid plug it used and just unplug the damn thing. Then I was able to get some sleep. Also I punched it like four times because I have an anger problem ☺️

I should note that this tv monitor has been on its last leg for months and it was a matter of time before it crapped out on me. I like my little Roku tv, it’s the same one that’s in my game/art room. The tv monitors I’ve had before were all hand-me-downs from my parents, so they were already kinda old. I’m not surprised at all that it finally died.

I put a bunch of my fanlistings up for adoption because I am trying to downsize. I feel judged by the category staff both at tfl and tafl for having a lot of them (because I love a lot of things!) and I feel like they overlook me 95% of the time if another person has applied for the same one I did. I never get it. I applied for the Markers fl, and I know other people will too. I’m an artist. I love markers. I might even be obsessed with them. But will I be approved for the fanlisting? Snowballs chance in hell. 😅 Sometimes I wonder if they just don’t like me 😂


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Nov 09 2023 November 9, 2023 November 9, 2023 4Comments by Eden

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I wish I had a best friend. A ride-or-die. I don’t have anyone like that in my life and never really have. I thought at one point that I had a best friend but it was actually a toxic relationship that effectively squashed my self esteem. It would be nice to have someone who I could confide about anything in. I barely trust anyone so that would be…amazing. I never really trusted most of my friends because they would go through all my stuff even though I asked them not to, I mean my sketchbooks, my computer files, everything. I have really strong boundaries because of that, no one is allowed in my personal things unless I specifically give them permission and that never happens. No one is allowed to use my laptop but me. No one can see my sketchbook unless I decide they can. The trust is just gone.

I built up walls around myself taller than the ones in Attack on Titan 😆 No one has tried to breach them and I don’t know if anyone ever will.

sigh. Just thinking about this after seeing a video about friendship on YouTube…made me feel sad.


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Nov 07 2023 November 7, 2023 November 7, 2023 NoComment by Eden

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You know you’re at least in your thirties when you have a bag of cords and cables that you have no idea what they’re for. I can’t find my PS2 cables and controller. This is SO irritating. I just want to hook the damn thing up but there it sits, on my desk, all alone with no fucking cables or controller. Why do I let this happen? I should have learned to keep everything organized by now but I apparently have not. Dammit!

I still don’t know why I write about this stuff, no one cares, but I do, so…bleh!

I need dad again to help me hang posters because I can’t reach the freakin wall over my dresser. I hate being 5’2”. It really is a pain in the ass. I’d much rather be like 5’6” or 5’7”. That’s tall enough. I saw a short documentary on this dude who was a short king, as they call them, but he was really insecure about it and had bone lengthening surgery to make himself about 4 or 5 inches taller. I’d do that. Totally. I hate being short that much lol. I’m all for cosmetic surgery if it makes someone happy or makes them feel better about themselves.

Well…that’s all I have to say tonight. Have a good one, internet. 👍


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Nov 04 2023 November 4, 2023 November 5, 2023 NoComment by Eden

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It appears I lost my mind and the PS4 does NOT play 1 & 2 games! That’s ridiculous, as much as it costs, it should be backwards compatible. I thought I researched this shit before I bought it. In fact I know I did. I guess I got trolled. /sigh.  Gotta hook up the 2 which is backwards compatible.

I don’t even know why I’m writing about this, bored I guess.

Edit at 2am: is it weird that I can’t stand the smell of the water in my building? It smells of an artificial chemical, like bleach or chlorine. I hate to wash my face with it because then I really have to smell it. It’s not so bad in the shower, but out of the faucet….so gross. I think I should get a water filter. 🤢


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Nov 02 2023 November 2, 2023 November 2, 2023 NoComment by Eden

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I got my gaming floor chair today and put it in the art room. It’s pretty awesome, I made a good choice 👍

I got out Sonic 2 and popped it in the GameCube, and I should note that I have played this game since I was a kid, probably thousands of times and know the levels by heart. Well I suddenly suck at it. I don’t know if I’m just rusty or wtf happened but I cannot get past one of my favorite levels (chemical plant zone 2 for you Sonic nerds out there) I keep drowning! The heck? I quit lol Also one of the games I got off EBay (a motocross one) isn’t working, the PS4 won’t recognize the disc. That’s annoying. I really wanted to do some racing. I’m pretty sure PS4 supports 1 and 2 games…or am I losing my mind. That’s entirely possible too haha


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