Month: May 2022

I have Covid. I went all this time without getting it. I’m fully vaccinated. THREE family members have died from it, which makes me more concerned about my parents and cat catching it from me. I took a home test last night which showed negative, however today I felt so bad I went to an urgent care clinic and they tested me there. I was about to crawl out of my freaking skin last night and this morning. I can’t stand being sick. It’s been literally years since I’ve been sick and I think I forgot how to tolerate it.

I read how common it is to pass it to a cat or dog, it’s some crazy percentage that I never expected. I thought it was very uncommon but it isn’t. Oscar had pneumonia a while back and I worry that makes him more susceptible to getting a serious case. Most animals seem to have mild symptoms. He already sneezes a lot and seems congested.

I’ve been in bed all day except when I went to the urgent care.




Dude…Ray Liotta and Andy Fletcher died! This year really does suck 🙁



Oh my god, I was watching a video on YouTube about “when tools go wrong” and it had the typical story about a girl getting scalped by a machine but surviving, so I wasn’t too bothered . Someone in the comments mentioned the “Russian lathe accident“ and how fucked it was. I was curious so I looked it up on Reddit hoping to read what happened… well I ended up in r/goryaccidents and the video just started automatically before I even knew what I was looking at and omg I am so fucking traumatized right now. The guy got caught in the lathe and parts of him were flying everywhere. I really wish I had not seen that. Really.




Trying to not sleep this afternoon because it makes it difficult to sleep at night. I really need something to do. I do wish I had friends around here, everyone I know that I actually like lives all around the country/world. The people I know here that are supposed to be my friends are incredibly flaky and one tries to use me like an ATM 😕 bleh.