That feeling when you download a whole series then realize it’s subbed in French.
Went out with Joanna, looked at adorable baby chicks at Tractor Supply, and ate a piece of pizza bigger than my head. o_o Good times.
That feeling when you download a whole series then realize it’s subbed in French.
Went out with Joanna, looked at adorable baby chicks at Tractor Supply, and ate a piece of pizza bigger than my head. o_o Good times.
The place I get “therapy” and services (like peer support) from is thinking of dumping me because I’m not “making progress” on my diet and diabetes. Firstly, I don’t remember setting those goals with my therapist. I am supposed to pick my own goals, not them. If I did, I sure don’t remember. Diabetes should be between me and my family doctor. I don’t feel like getting harassed about it during so-called therapy. In any case, I am changing my fucking goals next time I talk to her. I have developed a dislike for my therapist because of this. Also, she won’t come to work and makes me get on Zoom for sessions, and I fuckin’ HATE ZOOM. It is not a good way for me to work. I can’t stay engaged and always get really sleepy. I need in-person therapy, like a regular fucking person. =_=; I did a lot better in that type of setting.
Lemme tell you…if I were to lose my peer support, I WILL wind up suicidal and back in the hospital. Peer support saved my fucking life. I give them all (except the shitty one) full credit for saving me. If they cut me loose, it will fuck up my life. They’re looking for reasons to cut people off lately, it’s happened to other people. One got cut off because they were grouchy and didn’t like their new peer support, who happened to be the one I couldn’t stand. Stupid.
Listening to: Britney Spears – Criminal
I’m a night owl. I am usually up at 2-3 AM. Well, last night, I was just sitting here watching tv around 3 am, and suddenly I hear banging at the front door. Very aggressive. I froze. More banging, and then the yelling started. “HEY! HEY!”. I called my parents and dad immediately started getting dressed to come over here. I cautiously made my way to the door and looked through the peephole. White guy with a red shirt. As soon as I looked through the peephole, he yelled again, scaring the everloving shit out of me. I tiptoed back into the livingroom and told mom I was calling the cops. Then, the guy started throwing rocks at all my windows. The lady on 911 heard them hitting and she was trying to comfort me.
They actually beat dad to my place. They caught him quite easily and I kept peeking out the door to see if I could see anything, but I could not.
Turns out the guy was deaf and the cops couldn’t communicate effectively with him, so they took him in and I imagine found someone who could sign to find out what his fucking malfunction is. Today I learned he had the WRONG FUCKING ADDRESS. I mean, at least I wasn’t the target? And he probably won’t come back. So that’s good. The property manager was fucking PISSED. He got to the bottom of it fast. I guess the guy will probably be banned from the property.
I have never been so fucking scared in my time of living alone, I was shaking and sweating and could barely talk. I honestly thought I was going to be raped or murdered. So thanks, psycho guy, for putting the fear of God in me! 😀
Man, I couldn’t sleep last night. The plot bunnies were running circles in my head and I had to write down notes, lest I forget! I got a lot more framework for my story, which will (hopefully) become an online comic. I mean, I’ve only been working on this story & it’s characters for TWENTY ONE YEARS. Since I was 14 years old! I never got too far on the story and I’m still tweaking my characters after all this time! I am woefully bad at writing, you’d think I never picked up a thesaurus. I wish someone would help me out with the story but all my friends are pretty busy, one with her own comic. I just wish I had someone to run the dialogue by, and help me refine it.
Otherwise…I discovered I can indeed wear size 2XL shirts comfortably. At least the ones from Hot Topic. I usually get 3XL because I’m paranoid and don’t like tight shirts. SO I’ve basically been on a tshirt binge from Hot Topic. I finally found a Junji Ito shirt. I got Tokyo Ghoul, Inuyasha, Shingeki no Kyojin, Linkin Park and Korn shirts. Woo! *burns money*