I don’t think I’m adjusting well enough to living by myself. I’m not *scared* or anything, but it’s hard to deal with some things. I won’t get into it.

I am meeting with the owners of a brand new apartment complex tomorrow. It’s so new that no one lives there yet, and they aren’t taking applications until tomorrow. This place has a lot of problems and lacks amenities that I need. I’m checking this place out because, like I said, it’s totally new. Only problem is, it’s 25 minutes away. I have a problem with not seeing one of my parents every day. I get really lonely if I don’t see *someone*. So basically I’ve only lived here for about two weeks and I might be moving again O_O This stresses me out! But it would be nice to have fans, overhead lights in the living room and dishwasher/washer/dryer etc. My air conditioner already died once here. The people aren’t terribly friendly either, but I don’t like people much so I wasn’t planning on socializing with them anyways. XD

I’m supposed to be getting “individual support” from A Caring Alternative again, who knows when that will start. That’s a person who is supposed to help you out with stuff and take you grocery shopping or just take you places. The last one I had, I swear to God, didn’t like me. O_O I’m generally a really nice person and just about everyone I meet SEEMS to like me or at least have a good impression, so that was really weird for me. I’m not used to having someone not like me…honestly, I think she’s in the wrong line of work :/ Her personality doesn’t fit the job. I’m praying for a better one this time. I don’t care if it’s a guy or a girl. I used to be really against having a male peer support/individual support, but ever since I got Mike (he helps with the housing) I feel more OK to have a guy. I’m pretty comfortable with Mike, which did surprise me since I’m a little skittish around men. I don’t dislike them, I’m just shy I guess.

I’ve mostly been sitting on my butt watching Live PD, Cops or Jeopardy. I’m hoping to get back into drawing, there’s just not a lot of space to do it here.