I got the most beautiful black dress from Belk. It’s for Christmas of course…I tried it on and it fits great. It’s a 3X because I don’t like tight dresses.

I don’t think my lighting is the best lol. It’s sheer but has an under skirt. You can’t tell from the first picture.

I think I found the surgeon I’m gonna use for my neck lift, but I have to get my bmi down to 30, and it’s 39 at the moment. That’s about 40 lb I have to lose. He will charge about $8000 which is the lowest yet. The average in this area was $11000! I still have several consultations and they accept 40 bmi and under, so I’ll see what they charge. If my neck magically shrinks after losing 40 lb, which I don’t believe it will, we’ll see if I still need it. I just need motivation and I guess that’s my reason.

Oooh I got approved to make the fanlisting for tornadoes! I’ve been obsessed with tornadoes since middle school. I used to watch the Weather Channel when it was stormy and pray for the barometer to drop so I could possibly see one myself. Yeah, I had problems lol. I still want to see one, hopefully out in the middle of nowhere so it won’t  hurt anyone. Dad told me I called storms “stormadoes” when I was a little kid. I used to sit in front of the sliding glass door and watch storms. Weather is fascinating. Maybe I should’ve been a meteorologist.

Listening to: The Merry Thoughts – Dreamland